Added: Jun 20, 2008
From: sapphiire
Duration: 7:15
I'm sure this is gonna be hard for you guys to understand, unless you've been there it's kind of hard to relate. I just miss having something to dedicate my time to, I suppose.And yes, I'm expirimenting with flash now for my intro. I think for my first attempt at flash video, it's not too bad, even though it still kinda sucks lol.And my face is still swollen from my piercing. Guess what I get to do on Sunday? Go to the emergency room and get it cut out of my face since the inside of my mouth healed over it and it's now stuck in me. Fun? Not really.DONT DO DRUGS. The end.And I meant brake fluid, don't ask me how the hell I got battery acid from brake fluid... Idk.
Channel: People
Tags: buffy fanfiction journaling obsessions piercings playing role sapphiire sapphire smoke writing xena
Rating: 4.70 (60 ratings) Views: 4545' favoriteCount='11 Comments: 83
emmalou2006 Says:
Jun 24, 2008 - :( ....i leave GJ for a few month and it gets fucked up.....lol....x
Craydon Says:
Jun 24, 2008 - Can you even be a stripper and not be bipolar? I thought there was some door test.
moriya2k2 Says:
Jun 25, 2008 - why would you do a skanky drug like meth? you're a as a stripper in Dallas, you should at least have access to coke.
sapphiire Says:
Jun 25, 2008 - I've done alot of coke in my life, personally I don't like the drug. You have to keep doing it alot to stay high, and meth gets you high for much longer... and the high is much better in general. Not that I still won't turn down free coke, but still. At the moment I'm trying to not do drugs at all. We'll see how long that lasts though.
SasukesBabe92 Says:
Jun 26, 2008 - I know exactly how that is and im only 14. i used to be obsessed with naruto and anime, and Id be so interested in it, and then whoop. Out it goes. And then I try to get back into it and I cant. It bores me, but I still like it. With fanfiction, I was writing one, i got 4 chapters up, I wrote the 5th, but im to uninterested now to type it. Now Im bored because I have no idea what to do, and when to do it. I have a whole box of stuff I was obsessed with and I cant even bring myself to look now =[
FantasyJunkie Says:
Jun 26, 2008 - god! i totally understand about the writing thing.
EmilyReneeIsRAD Says:
Jun 28, 2008 - i couldn't pay attention.. just to the thing on your lip.. but i love your vids
lethalenigma Says:
Jun 29, 2008 - I've had a couple of friends send me about... 5 videos from you and say: SHE IS YOUR OTHER HALF!100% get what you are saying. Obsessions definitely keep you busy. When I don't have one I kind of just sit around and think about my old ones. Everyone does it, they just don't want to admit it :P
Nanouk123 Says:
Jul 1, 2008 - Xena fanfic rules! You rock:)
nutmegthepanda Says:
Jul 1, 2008 - I understand about the internet friends thing. 2 years back I was really really into that, and it was great... and then it all died.I can't relate completely to everything, but about 80% of what you said I completely agree with.
mysweetcastaway2 Says:
Jul 3, 2008 - i know what you mean by you miss your obsessions... i'm only 16 and i already lost mine. now all i think about is working, school, and relationships. i'm never as happy as i used to be.
notangel4 Says:
Jul 7, 2008 - wow dude like im 14 and all the things ur talking about is stuff i do right now.
k00nt0 Says:
Jul 10, 2008 - I say, rock the fuck on with your bad self!!! We love it!!!!
luckdragon88 Says:
Jul 11, 2008 - lol omg i know EXACTLY what you mean! I too used to have many similar obsessions. Can't help but miss them.And buffy/faith is an awesome pairing. You rule :D
auroraneko Says:
Jul 11, 2008 - Roleplaying is awsome. I never did it on live/dead/grey journal,never joined there. I did/still am on invisionfree sites. Very interestign blogs, good things to listen/watch =^.^=
shinigamisangel Says:
Jul 17, 2008 - I really know how you feel. Miss those days of middle and high school. I pretty much did all the same things, wrote fanfiction and I doodled. and yes.. sadly.. all my "friends" existed on the internet. haha. -_-;;Well I really like your videos. <3
Ladylyla Says:
Jul 17, 2008 - I sooo know what you feel... I used to be obsessed with Xena too, it's my favorite show ever.. it was fun and everything.. now I watch shows like CSI.. when i have time.I miss that time too..
jacksmom211 Says:
Jul 18, 2008 - LMAO greatest journal... I remember playing on there with you... I actually looked in one of my old greatest journals and laughed my ass off, all it was was sex...
bigboyyomama Says:
Jul 24, 2008 - wow...that's a sad movie...im still trying to get a job...LOL... im bored because at my house i don't have tv, phone, computer, the only reason i'm on right now is because i'm at my dads house... so i kinda know how bored you are... besides i live in washington state so it's always raining and i can't go outside and then there's movies that are out but my mom wouldn't take me because she's "sleeping"... rrriiiiigggghhhtttt.... she's always yelling at me and tells me im grounded and i wanna sayFU
bigboyyomama Says:
Jul 24, 2008 - wow... that's a sad movie...im still looking for a job because i'm bored as fuck... at my house i have no tv, no phone, no computer, and it always rains outside so i can't go outside. my mom doesn't take me to movies because she's "sleeping" but yet she can get outta bed to yell at me and tell me i'm grounded and i feel like yelling back at her "From what? you stupid ass bitch" but that would be disrespectful and i'm USUALLY a nice person... the only time i'm mean is when sum1 is mean 2 me...cya
cromaticstinkz Says:
Jul 25, 2008 - I love your gold eyeshadow, what color and brand is it?
KrisTeeAnn22 Says:
Jul 25, 2008 - welcome to the real world hun lol, sucks dont it! I totally feel you though I miss high school like insane amounts, my no life havin days were so bomb lol...!cries with you! lets go back kk :D
cathuggaa Says:
Jul 27, 2008 - I know there is like 50 comments about how they understand but I wanted to add mine too. I'm like only 15 now but ive had my obsessions; Mine was anime and anything spiritual along with some other f'ed up stuff too. And i'm a lot better now but with my GSCE's And S'it it's like i'm being screamed at to 'GROW UP' and when its time for responsibility to come I just collapse and want to crawl back in my shell and indulge in something that takes me over. Can I ask your advice on something?
bschalyss Says:
Jul 28, 2008 - stop licking the cheesecheese is not your friendlol u r effin awsome and i luv ur vids<3
x8VampireHeart8x Says:
Jun 23, 2008 - I love fan fictions. I used to be so into it like you for quite a few years but then I stopped when college came around... So I'm slowly trying to get back into it.